Monday, March 30, 2009

How do I honor my sister?

It has been 8 weeks since I've seen my sister. It has been 3 days since I've talked to her.
And I've never truly missed her. Odd, right? I'm supposed to miss her and cry over the fact that she left the country to work but I'm not really miserable without her. But then, there are simple things that I've missed doing with her. I don't miss her YET but these little things that we do together are what I really missed.

When we cross the street, highway or any road visible to the naked eye, she always holds my hand. Yeah, even though I'm 21 years old and she's 24, she still looks out for me when we cross the street. And it's funny that I allow her to do this but I'm actually happy when she does.

We used to go out around midnight to eat. Hehe... Really miss it now since I'm alone and I can't burden my friends because of my cravings.

The list is actually endless. I even miss our petty quarrels and our mall excursion (in which I usually pay for our meal...).

Even though we don't have the I'll-tell-you-my-secret-and-you-tell-yours type of relationship, I still consider it a close relationship. We sometimes have our disagreements in so many things but then it really doesn't matter after a few days. I know that there are things that she keeps to herself just like there are some secrets that I kept to myself but then it doesn't matter because whatever they are, she will always be my sister.

I will love her until the the wind stops blowing and the Pacific Ocean is 1 inch deep.

And it's actually her birthday today. She's 25 now and she's having a pizza and ice cream party in New Zealand. Can't wait to see her pics!

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